Tuesday, May 20, 2008

idk...

more often than not, i really don't have a clue what i am doing. (some of you aren't surprised, i know) now, don't get me wrong, i am not selling myself short by confessing that to you, but it is true. everyday i seem to find myself in unchartered waters. maybe it's because i am a single mom of two teenage daughters. (that may just say it all!) maybe it's because i am dating again for the first time in 18 years (i know, right)!!! maybe it's because i work FULL time at a fast growing and one of the most exciting churches in our area (constantly taking me to a whole 'nother level!). maybe it's all of the above. but still, everyday finds me a new challenge, a new adventure, a new attitude, a new distraction, and a new appreciation for the unknown. it keeps me humble. it keeps me wondering. it keeps me learning. it keeps me expectant. but best of all, it keeps me dependant. so, the truth is, i don't know..........He does.
that's all i really need to know

2 comments:

Pat said...

idk either.
It is greatest gift to ride on this roller coaster (life) with someone else in control and not me! My roller coaster slows down sometimes and I need that, but I enjoy not knowing what is around the corner. It makes me rely on HIM more. You have joined the sec of mother that are pulling their hair out over teenagers ( remembering that 48 hours does take care of all DRAMA) I love you Linda Lu and you know I am here for you! Sorry idk about the dating thing...it has been 20 yrs for me, i would be lost.
pat

JustDoingLife said...

idk why you dont write another blog...;)